and we're still safe and sound

Sometimes I think about getting older and it excites me.
Sometimes I think about getting older and it terrifies me.

Every once and awhile I'll long for the days that I could just come home from school and sit and watch "The Game" on PBS and joke around with my dad and sister. When I had my own bedroom in the attic where I had my privacy and "NSync Sanctuary." Those were the days.

But then I think about the limited knowledge and freedom I had. Having the ability and the courage to just pick up and go somewhere, I love that feeling. I treasure it. Knowing that I have somebody taking care of me and protecting me and watching out for me while I live my life.

I'm safe in his arms. I know I am.

Live life on the edge, you'll be safe.

random people handing out cereal in the woods can't be safe

That was a Nature Valley commercial that was just on. Who would trust an old lady in the middle of a redwood forest giving out cereal? Honestly people, didn't you listen to your moms??

So, remember that paper? Yeah, I get to class Wednesday night and I get about 2 weeks of homework piled on my desk in front of me and I kinda stare at my wonderfully attractive, yet short professor and kinda wanna shoot myself. I can't be sick anymore for that class. So, procrastination is not an option when it comes to this work.

I'm in the recording studio tonight. 2 hours of working with beautiful equipment and pushing lots and lots of buttons. I love my major.

I'm glad the freak weather is back. I missed being able to breathe when the wind blew in my face.

Bika

i blame family force 5

They are the cause of my hoarse voice. But it was well worth it. It was weird without Lauren. Seeing as how she trained me in the ways of Family Force 5. She is my Sensai and I am her Grasshopper. ;)

What's so wonderful about your best friend having their own house? You have your own house (but you don't pay rent :) It works for a place to sleep when you didn't shovel out your own parking space. Oh the joys of living in the Northeast.

Scene it? is one of the most violent, addictive games.

I have a paper due tomorrow night that I have no clue what it's supposed to be about. Something about advertisements.

Reflection:
17 days until I'm back in Tennessee. Hopefully I don't become homesick for Milligan (well, my friends at least, definitely NOT Milligan), because I am not going back there. But I was thinking about next year and (yes, I can picture myself here next year, and graduating), but I feel like I should be moving on to another school. Like I should just school hop all over the country. That'd be nice. TN, PA...California next?

We'll see how it goes.

I also would like to place blame on Family Force 5 for my lack of energy today. They sucked it out of me yesterday.

My eyes are closing as I type.

I rest my case (and my eyes.)

this feeling won't go away, it's been knocking me sideways.

Restlessness. I have plans to go home this weekend. And it seems that Friday at 1:30 can not come any faster. I don't think it's really the desire to go home, it's more of a break from campus. From seeing the same thing day in and day out. Because honestly, I love where I go to school, but I'm one of those people that need to keep moving. (i.e. first weekend 2nd semester, I took a roadtrip to Boston)

Lack of graduating in a day is also making me restless. Thinking about this summer, I just kind of want to be finished with school and be on with my life. It's cool and all, I'm just sick of it.

Dave Barnes is love. ( myspace.com/davebarnes )

Valentine's Day was on Wednesday. I got a snow day. As with the curse of all snowdays, I can't go back to sleep after hearing the announcement at 8AM. Blast.

I feel like this post was pointless, but I felt the need to write.

Whatever.